it was a great day and a nice chat w/ my husbands niece... but it was darkened by some dark personalities that i acquired when i married my husband. i've learned that my husbands children has been stealing our grains (we have a small farm).. coz they thought that's the right thing to do and that according to the source I will only benefit from the whole thing. (well in fact the money used in that business comes from my family, my trust fund to be exact)... those people are sooooo unbelivable... they do drugs.. steal.. go on a drinking spree and leech.. to think they're in they're mid 20's and boardering on they're 30's. ay grabe so lazy and they've no respect for others. i sooo hate them a lot and they do hate me as well. Why coz they thought that i spend all they're father's money well in fact my family is way so well off that the. not that i want to degrade my husband in fact i never let it get in between us neither have discussed money matters of my family side. i dont want it to be a source of conflict between us. in fact we do have a healthy relationship except to those pesky brats of his w/c i do not middle of the way he handles things w/ regards to his brats. my take on that its your kids deal with it. they are the driving force why i wanted to blog. i get so frustrated angry at what that people are doing so parasitic buti nga as of now they don't ask or rather require us to pay up they're bills and food.
but they are there staying at the farm waiting for us to build them a house of their own but don't want to lend a hand in the fields except when their father is there as if they toil the fields when in fact when my husband is not there they go on in a drinking spree. did i mention that they are now married. hay, i only pour out my feelings into writting i just want to bent out what i feel. other part of me is saying to ignore them w/c i usually do always as a matter of fact just apeace myself effective nman. un nga lang pag me gigawang foul nakakainis.
anyway its there already its been there when i married my husband w/c i love. no don't ask me to extent my love to them i can not extend love to people who threatends my life or properties to that matter. that happens if iam not able to give money to them. KAPAL ng pagmumukha di ba. my husband in fairness to him, i don't know what he does or say to pacify and stop them from asking us for money. probably one time i told him that i would sue those people that sends me deathtreats. and i'll not ask him to take sides i'll do it for myself only just so he'll not be caught in the middle. it stopped, but i will not forget those incidents. frankly speaking i'm sick and tired of them and this perpetual issue in my life that's why i set up this space. its healthy to blow out steam through writting i don't get to hurt people i love. and let it all out.
whew what a day... i positive though tomorrow its a new day. no need for me to linger in this problems that has stock in our marriage. what is important is that me m husband is sooo happy and loving each other so much. O well they say you can't have it all di ba. problems spices up things and since our relationship is ok edi this the rocks we have to bare. TO HECK WE THEM. basta i wont let them affect at all. after this its over another chapter in my life. tomorrow is a new day new challenges.
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