It's been awhile since I updated my page. But who cares no one reads this except me. Also as I recuperate, I started to slowly get back on the things I was doing. So di ako nakasulat agad ng entry ko. Sus, who am I kidding hehehe . . . hindi ko na ito nabalikan agad kasi nabusy period! hahaha . . .
Well anyway, the third part of my story is a miracle, as I mentioned in my previous entry I will be undergoing in an angiogram to check how severity of the damage my heart has. BUT PRAISE BE TO GOD..... my heart and the veins of my heart are healthy. The doctor told me that I do have a very big veins na mahirap mabarahan ang mga ugat, (he even asked his assistant that what is this lady doing here when shas a perfectly healthy heart.) He even checked again to see what is really wrong with me 3 times.
I wanted to cry right away, kasi sabi ng mga staff usually a patient that undergoes to an angiogram procedure usually ends up in angioplasty... I think its the operation of the heartor valves of our heart, sort of not sure though, what it is. Basta I all I know it has something to do with the heart.
Like I say, I wanted to cry right there and then but I stopped myself from doing so kasi baka may madetect ang heart monitor yari nanaman ako hehehe . . .
I praised and thank the LORD agad, wala na akong maisip na iba pang gawin kung di yun that time. Just praise the LORD, NAGREMA SA AKIN THAT TIME IS THE WORD OF THE LORD NA "IT IS FINISHED"
Yes, that simple word that the Jesus said, became so alive, as if the words leap through the pages of the bible and manifested itself to me.
Iba eh, all the time we pray that His word would come alive in us always, then we usually, as mere mortals tend to take it forgranted coz were too occupied by our schedules or our daily activities. Or some we are usued to the idea that being christians we know that His grace and protection will protect us, nagiging auto-pilot na lang kung minsan kasi alam natin na andyan si LORD. We take small things forgranted. Kasi nga alam natin na nariyan sya.
But don't take this as nakakalimutan natin sya, it's simply we tend to get sidetracked at times and we just rely on our being christians and renewed by the blood of christ. Kaya nga auto-pilot christians e. Sabi nga ni LORD gusto nya we are in our childlike mode na nakarely lang sa kanya ang every move.
Ay malayo na ata ako sa pagiging buhay na promise ni LORD hahaha.
Back to my story, yun nga that time while I am at the Cardiovascular Operating Room, and found out that wala ngang depresiya ang heart ko, that's all the word that plays in my heart and mind. Tinapos na lahat ng Diyos ang ating mga karamdaman, kamatayan, at kung anu-ano pa. Siya na ang tumapos ng ipinako sya sa krus.
Though sometimes di agad umeeffect, sometimes the waiting itself is the test on how long we will hold on, how long we will go and walk in faith with him, how long we will put our trust in his word.
Yun kasi ako, that's how I see things, though, I sometimes feel down, kasi nga ang dami kong sakit, I have never questioned the LORD, "why me". I just remained in my positive attitude and talk to GOD always, nakakatulugan ko na nga at nakakagisnan ko na nga un e.
As of now as I said marami pa akong pinagdaraanan, hindi pa tapos but I refuse to accept and be defeated by it, I continue to count my blessings everyday and declare war against all forms of sickness. I will and continue to uphold my peace and faith in GOD who gives me strenght and move on to face the day with faith.
Now, I ask friends to please help us in prayer, I know that the battle is the LORD's but its must fun if we knock the doors of heaven and join in proclaiming the victory over our adversaries. Kung baga, cge LORD sama kami dyan.
THE END.
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